It seems each day I wake up I try to think positive.... but it never fails that I am reminded of how things are not as I wish they were. I am SO tired of feeling depressed. I ignore the good things, advances, and even gestures from others because I am so wrapped up in my consuming past pains. I used to be so strong, but now I can NOT stop the tears from flowing. It's amazing how I let myself get so attached to anything or anyone in my life when I know that at anytime anyone I love could leave or just not be around anymore. I thought that telling people how you truly feel and being honest are the only TRUE way to having a HAPPY full life, but to what purpose now ......... when I know that someday.. they would eventually choose to walk away. I am trying really hard not to become angry and bitter. But I am tired of feeling like I am always the one being hurt. I am tired of crying alone and feeling sorry for myself. 
I know I deserve all the things my heart desires -----but how & when?
When and how do I get to be really happy?
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I felt your tiresome. "When and how do I get to be really happy?" Don't worry you're not alone asking this question. God knows what's Best for us.
what happened? *hug*
though tired, keep the spirit and continue to work my friend, have a nice day...
Thank you all, just having my downtime moment.
be strong :)
maybe its about tym for you to cry coz, there is something in crying that a laugh can't cure... be tough!
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