It seems each day I wake up I try to think positive.... but it never fails that I am reminded of how things are not as I wish they were. I am SO tired of feeling depressed. I ignore the good things, advances, and even gestures from others because I am so wrapped up in my consuming past pains. I used to be so strong, but now I can NOT stop the tears from flowing. It's amazing how I let myself get so attached to anything or anyone in my life when I know that at anytime anyone I love could leave or just not be around anymore. I thought that telling people how you truly feel and being honest are the only TRUE way to having a HAPPY full life, but to what purpose now ......... when I know that someday.. they would eventually choose to walk away. I am trying really hard not to become angry and bitter. But I am tired of feeling like I am always the one being hurt. I am tired of crying alone and feeling sorry for myself.
I know I deserve all the things my heart desires -----but how & when? When and how do I get to be really happy?
Hey guys! Thanks for dropping by. Make yourself comfy! I've got lots to talk about, most are random quotes and sayings, some are personal thoughts about life here and there, and... whatever catches my attention. Sometimes the rambling gets chaotic, but there's never a dull moment around here and much to learn, so enjoy!
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I come here to vent and rant because I cant anywhere else.
"For years I've been facing down a lot of the demons of the past and trying to find out, who I am, It's something I think I'll be doing for the rest of my life".
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I felt your tiresome. "When and how do I get to be really happy?" Don't worry you're not alone asking this question. God knows what's Best for us.
what happened? *hug*
though tired, keep the spirit and continue to work my friend, have a nice day...
Thank you all, just having my downtime moment.
be strong :)
maybe its about tym for you to cry coz, there is something in crying that a laugh can't cure... be tough!
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